Now you are just someone that I used to know
( best explanation of how I am feeling now )

I am someone else, but I am still here...

What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone, I love, goes away in the end.
You could have it all, but don't take away my life.
I am full of broken thoughts, which I can not repair.

You were the person, who I trusted the most.
We used to be best friends? Can't you remember ? We were so familiar

The smile you gave me at last, will stay in my mind till the end.
So many mistakes. The days were like we were dreaming.
We had so many words, but our days were counted.
I loved you everyday I was never angry with you, you were my angel in the darkness.
Your heart was so big and our hearts were connected in the crystal,
which you broke at least. Of course I made my mistakes, which I can not delete,
but I still don't know what had happened... Now you are doin well, while I am crying,
sitting down on the floor. I've got no force anymore to stand up, to look up.
You blasphame over me to my closest friends, how should I feel?
And I am still not angry just feeling empty and disappointed :/
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It's confusing my head.
I wanna be honest. I realy wanna be with you. Its all said and done at the end of the day.
I tell you things, which I probably shouldn't. It's not that I don't wanna date you,
because it's not like that I hate you. Your head is down now, and I want you to look up.
Friends telling you to forget me, and you wish you've never met me.
Maybe in a few years I am back, if you still let me.
And I remember every night we'd stay awake. I hope you'll move on.
And please smile now. I realy wanna be with you, and I like the way we're loving
- but it also hurts. But I am still not on it and I hope it will be fine somehow.

Johnny Cash - Hurt [1.part]
T.Mills - Me First [3.part]