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She is bright like the darkest night.
Hide herself of feelings, 
and no one really knows who she is.

No one understands her feelings, 
everybody just look at the pictures and tell her,
how beautiful she looks that way.
But that isn't what she wants to hear.

I sit here on the floor, on the days, I don't feel right.
Start crying when I see your name on my display.
If you love me, please show me know.
The day that we met, well it would be better we'd never met,
because than I wouldn't have known what I would miss...

You found your love, 
I try to forget you, but I am still thinking of you
and now I am drinking acid , to kill the butterflies inside my belly.
Down with the drink of acid
I drink jim beam and smoke weed, to stun my feelings.
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You can't buy my love,
now you care about me?
Since when?                                                                    No matter how many times you told me,
you would leave...
I need your heartbeat.

Waiting here...
wish you would call me...
my hope is still there, even when its soo small.

I am feeling so small,
it wasn't suposed to break...

I look stupid when I cry,
the time heals all the wounds,
but do you think I believe that?
Life always put a finger on the wounds,
and tears them back on

Everything is so hard to understand,
you already knew that a "we" wasn't possible anymore.
How many time do I need to forget you ?

Love is desperation
But you didn't choose to tell me,
today its love, but tomorrow it will be hate
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Sunday 15 January 12 16:56
Well now it's the 15th of January
And I was realy surprised how many took part in my competition,  THANK YOU
but it's not over now, cause now I want all of you to vote

I already made my choice of the possible winners,
but I also want to know what YOU think of their blogs. Please vote
After that I will pick up three winners !
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BUT like I just said: I loved all the competition entrys,
so I choosed that all of the others will earn a little present too.

GOOD LUCK <3
in my point of you ALL OF YOU had to be a WINNER <3
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-beprettyodd Totaly You *-*
I love this picture - its very classy and I love your letters
but hey... you don't have to hate your life. I think life is never easy but we have to deal with it
Loveforsummer first of all I adore this peace of glass - its impressing me cause at the house of my grandmum we had one of them too

but I dont like you to see you in such situations :/
I dont want you to feel bad and it is realy bad to have such friends =//
I wish you good luck with your spanisch essay
I will cross my fingers

its always good to talk all the rubbish away
than you can go on somehow
I like this post because its very emotional
bye the way I looked up the song and its great
NonSmexiStan Oh my gosh the photographys are beautiful
and I realy understand what you mean
I also lived near the beach and now I am in another country and I dont feel home anymore :(
I adore this post thank you :*
lovelaughpeace You are a really beautiful girl and I love the way you smile.
I loved the topic about songs, because that reminded me of my bf, who always keep singing the songs without knowing what they mean.
I really cannot live without hearing music
And I looked up the song you wrote down and I enjoyed listen to it.
You are adorable
-wonderrlhand freedom comes from expression, can you guess mine...
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this sentence means a lot to mean its so beautiful cause it has a huge meaning for each one of us
everyone in the world just see a person and think his own story bout him,
without knowing him personally.
Its so hard to live in a world where optic counts from the beginning.
you're words are so true and so strong
this is such a good post.
xxR0CK3Txx I love the canon cam
and you have such a pretty smiley *-*
Beautiful girl :)
and I love the pictures, remind me of my summer holiday
Lunabelle16 I am so sorry that I just came to write now.
But I am so glad that you take part, cause your letter is so amazin.
When I read your post it was like I was feeling and smeeling all those impressions,
you are very talented and I can't wait for the end.
Amazin !
PanziitaS2 you are lovely
and I love your smile - you can win everything with it :)
And true words
imPEnetrable I dont what to say I am fuckin speechless :o
realy your words are so strong and the picture tells us more than thousend words
your post is so beautiful
inloveracho I adore all of your posts
and you are so damn beautiful . Your posts do always look very professional thats good :)
I like your style
And I agree with you, its so true
khloecruise I love the quote on the photography ( also the photography meaning is very deep)
your letter is a true beauty

but belive me you are beautiful the way you are
and if someone doesnt accept it, he is a fool
xiams I am simply speechless :X
there are no words to describe for how the people must feel like
The situation makes us feel sad :( but I hope that you will go on stronger on from this
this photography's tell us more than thousand words
I really wish you the best :( and hope you are doing well and that you stay strong and that a lot of people help you
itsCHL0E Realy pretty :)
I adore that you joined piczo :)
and this comment is realy cute its so personal and I loved to read smth bout you
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Now you are just someone that I used to know

( best explanation of how I am feeling now )

I am someone else, but I am still here...


What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone, I love, goes away in the end.
You could have it all, but don't take away my life.
I am full of broken thoughts, which I can not repair.

You were the person, who I trusted the most.
We used to be best friends? Can't you remember ? We were so familiar

The smile you gave me at last, will stay in my mind till the end.
So many mistakes. The days were like we were dreaming.
We had so many words, but our days were counted.
I loved you everyday I was never angry with you, you were my angel in the darkness.
Your heart was so big and our hearts were connected in the crystal,
which you broke at least. Of course I made my mistakes, which I can not delete,
but I still don't know what had happened... Now you are doin well, while I am crying,
sitting down on the floor. I've got no force anymore to stand up, to look up.
You blasphame over me to my closest friends, how should I feel?
And I am still not angry just feeling empty and disappointed :/
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It's confusing my head.
I wanna be honest. I realy wanna be with you. Its all said and done at the end of the day.
I tell you things, which I probably shouldn't. It's not that I don't wanna date you,
because it's not like that I hate you. Your head is down now, and I want you to look up.
Friends telling you to forget me, and you wish you've never met me.
Maybe in a few years I am back, if you still let me.
And I remember every night we'd stay awake. I hope you'll move on.
And please smile now. I realy wanna be with you, and I like the way we're loving
- but it also hurts. But I am still not on it and I hope it will be fine somehow.

Johnny Cash - Hurt [1.part]
T.Mills - Me First [3.part]
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" Born to be a winner "
I hide myself from feelings
What happened?

I am thinking of this boy,
who I don't even know...
! ! ! not at all ! ! !

Day and night,
always waiting for his answer...
It doesn't even make sense to me
but could it be real?

Everytime I read his letters,
I am smiling my biggest smile

So what the f**k does it mean?
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